The reason why I'm so cold to you is because I'm just getting myself ready for the next time you let me down Do I need to cry in front of you, so you can understand how much you hurt me?I miss you, but I'm trying not to care. I love you, but I'm trying not to show. I want you, but what can I do when you are not even mine?I know I'm not perfect and I know you're either, Because I love you and love is never perfect ...You don't know,?? That in a crowded place,but my eyes will always search for you.I can smile, live it up the way a strong girl , but what he don’t know is how hard it is to make it look so easy...